TeRriBlE WeeK!!!

all i can sae is tt im not very very very happy this week. prob coz im having PMS...otherwise...i dunno...

juz started my intern...i can frankly say tt im not very happy being there...was really looking forward to it before my intern starts..but now..im praying tt its ending soon.i really feel so exploited!so under utilised!!so being bullied!!!

firstly....there was over crowding situation in the dept...and poor wang wee gotta be transfered toanother dept...can you imagine how guilty i feel?i was e one tt got her in n now she isn really learning wat she's supposed to...sigh...

secondly...e smu and ntu ppl get to learn all e useful stuff and i really felt so inferior..so small...being among there....wat i did is wat everyone can do without learning!!!prob they forgot tt im there to learn too...i did filing...shredding...packing..photocopying..and other misc...

yeas i do learn stuff for e 1st few days..i would say its rather useful...but now im still doing e same thing everyday..all over and over again while others get to learn and get involve in upcoming proj...r they trying to condemm us?

if tt's e case..i ratheri terminate my intern and work somewhere else...sigh...

some ppl there e insensitive towards howi feel too...maybe coz im not so close to e person...so i cant take wat she says as a job...man...can you imagine her wanting to knock my head with e knuckles for fun?im being fooled like an idiot there can?like a FOOL!!!

really hope tt things will turn out better soon...its not tt i never try...its tt im not given a chance to try...

y r we not given the chance like others do?