*oUcH* mY hEaD hUrtZ...JuZ Lik e WaE mY HeArt Do...
juz had training yesterday...felt tt my physical improved le...quite happy bout it la..ahhha..haven feel like an "ah Fit" ever since crescent times...humph...shall give myself a pat on my shoulders..ahhaha...shall be liek e "wei1 feng1" ah li in NCC again.ahhahaha
brought my xiao bai out n for e 1st time,i juz xiao bai during training,it really feels good man,holding something tt you own and you possess to play and to practice,n maybe becoz of tt i somehow managed to grasp e monentum of doing e wrist shot,dunno if its e right way,but im rather happi to hear some shoutings of "GOOD SHOT" when its my turn.really felt a sense of small achievement coz i can finally do a somewhat proper shot?ahahah,but unfortunately,i still cant pass properly and cant really win e ball to me side during e game...means i still cant control e ball properly,its e ball controlling me rather yeah...humph,shall not be too happy man,i wanna improve again!!!IVP is coming!!!jia you weili!!!:)
last time in crescent,we used to play flrball quite abit,n i did really enjoy da game!!coz i can wack pple!!ahahah.kidding,but really fun la,thou not proper playing.hehehe..maybe since then i began to enjoy playing n tt's how i come to like flrball?ahah...
yup,as i said,my heart ach yesterday,not physically,but emotionally....coz i know tt no matter how hard i try,i wun n nvr get into IVP,coz im not e best,im new n im inexperience,sometimes i feel tt reality is so harsh,but i always choose to deny it,still wanting to believe tt i can take part...sometimes i juz hope tt ppl ard can be more sensitive,thou i knoe i cant take part,but they can juz keep harsh bout tt?dun hav to announce it openly?frens who knoe me knoe tt i'm very hao4 shen4,everythnig muz also hav a share even if i dun have e calibre...ultimately,i knoe i hav to accept this harsh truth,im out this round...almost teared yesterdae...coz i feel hurt real hurt to face e truth...it makes me feel demoralised,but i hav to move on,coz we r a team,even if i cant get in,i;ll be e part tt support e team...i know i will...
brought my xiao bai out n for e 1st time,i juz xiao bai during training,it really feels good man,holding something tt you own and you possess to play and to practice,n maybe becoz of tt i somehow managed to grasp e monentum of doing e wrist shot,dunno if its e right way,but im rather happi to hear some shoutings of "GOOD SHOT" when its my turn.really felt a sense of small achievement coz i can finally do a somewhat proper shot?ahahah,but unfortunately,i still cant pass properly and cant really win e ball to me side during e game...means i still cant control e ball properly,its e ball controlling me rather yeah...humph,shall not be too happy man,i wanna improve again!!!IVP is coming!!!jia you weili!!!:)
last time in crescent,we used to play flrball quite abit,n i did really enjoy da game!!coz i can wack pple!!ahahah.kidding,but really fun la,thou not proper playing.hehehe..maybe since then i began to enjoy playing n tt's how i come to like flrball?ahah...
yup,as i said,my heart ach yesterday,not physically,but emotionally....coz i know tt no matter how hard i try,i wun n nvr get into IVP,coz im not e best,im new n im inexperience,sometimes i feel tt reality is so harsh,but i always choose to deny it,still wanting to believe tt i can take part...sometimes i juz hope tt ppl ard can be more sensitive,thou i knoe i cant take part,but they can juz keep harsh bout tt?dun hav to announce it openly?frens who knoe me knoe tt i'm very hao4 shen4,everythnig muz also hav a share even if i dun have e calibre...ultimately,i knoe i hav to accept this harsh truth,im out this round...almost teared yesterdae...coz i feel hurt real hurt to face e truth...it makes me feel demoralised,but i hav to move on,coz we r a team,even if i cant get in,i;ll be e part tt support e team...i know i will...
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*hugs*
i told my team b4, the reality is tt there are only 10 seats on the boat.
sometimes its not bout putting the best rowers down. Its not abt fitness only, but also bout mo qi--how well u can work with the team.
train hard. *hugs*
hey, how come u guys din come down for tuesday training? I really missed u guys!!
hee
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