RealisTiC WoRLD

life is so realistic...if u r not up to it, u'r out.i findmy confidence level dropping to the lowest point during these few months.guess i used to be confident of who i am n wat i do and how pple look at me.but how its no longer the same. u meet more ppl u see how they perform and surpass u and u feel demoralised coz u r no longer the choosen one or the cream of the crop.i guess im juz an ordinary wheat now,no longer the premium tt i thought i used to be.

guess its no one's fault,its juz the society and how things works, u got judge by yr achievement and not by the amount of effort u put in.pple r not interested in that.i was naive to think tt pple might appreciate yr effort but guess i can no longer hold on tight to this mentality anymore.

but i dun wan to become so practical...i juz wanna remain as who i am now and enjoy every moment of my life wif my frens n luved ones.but sometimes its juz too hard coz pple judge. so does split personality helps?hahah...sounds funni...

recently i've been very sensitive and skeptical bout the issues of life and ppl's comment or even the conversation that i have wif my frens. guess i have to take stuff lightly at times ahahah...i've changed i feel..for the better or for the worse?i hope its not the latter

been sick recently.keep having gastric pains and diarrohoea.guess i have to consult a doc soon!!coz i'm loosing weights..which i thought i look more ke ai with some baby fats.ahaha

gonna do my presentation for thursday.fyi, e last time i touched or present is like 4 yrs ago?ahhaha i hope they wun discriminate us after our presentation.which is very likely?coz they never think we r good.we juz have to work extra hard to prove others tt we r as good too..
this is life=)
i'll learn to walk wif it in a carefree mentality=)