*rEd AleRt!!*

my gosh....juz suddenly felt tt there's so many pple reading my blog....felt intruded actually...but its ok..its a blog anyway,u may still reAd it but juz let me know u r doing so by tagging=) thankz derrick and yogi for e courtesy of telling me u r reading yeah?=)but pls dun link me yep?thank kew!!=)

anyway,its been 3 weeks since tt incident happened...seems long...but im dealing fine n coping well wif it yep?i'm still moving on as e optimistic raelle=)forever singing laaallaaaalllaaaaa=)

well,recently i've been having quite a no of deep thoughts bout frenship...

seeing cindy and e dragonboatees being so close,i very "xian mu"... we used to be this way too ain we? felt tt our click is somewat drifiting a bit apart...juz wanna apologise on yr part for not puttin in enuff effort and initiaative to ask e gals out...n for missing our pubbing nite at clarke quay due to some reason...juz wanna say sorry...but i really really am looking forward to e days where we had so much fun at redang,chalet and even during mini gatherings...i wanna have e sense of clseness back again...

so afraid of losing this bunch of girls...recalling tt we've been thru so much,our frenship should stand strong but i juz afraid tt we'll drift to e point where we dun even knoe each other anynnore...

really wanna and long to have an outing or a long weekend together again.....shall we?=)