ThE BrEaK uP
went to watch "break Up " wif Yasi yesterday...and thought that maybe its time to officially announce that me and Cw have broke up...
know i owe you guys an explanation...juz dunno how to put it in words,but after watching that mooive, felt tt i was in e lead actress's shoes=)
maybe u guys wanna go watch as well?its not bad for me coz i can totally relate to her...but there's a lot of talking and quarrelling session...so u may not like it..ahah
well...probably y i let go is coz im tired of trying...tired of holding to this relationship so dearly while e other party is juz taking everything ard for granted...u know i hate it when ppl dun appreciate me or wat i've done...
im juz so tired of trying in improving the relationship anymore...u guys r right,i cant change him...coz its his life...but i cant stand or accept it.know tt if u love him,u shd accept who he is,but to me..i wun wan to live wif someone whom i luv yet i cant accept his ways coz we'll be quarrelling all day!which we have been...always quarreling n getting pissed off wif every lil thing...
juz to let u gurls know tt im happy now...dun worry bout me yup?n no matchmaking pls!!!and also,i doubt i'll go back to him again coz im quite sure he isnt e one tt's gonna give me xing fu...sounds selfish and i did this decision alone..felt bad towards him but i hope he understadn tt its for e better of both of us.he can learn to be more independent and ake more decisions for himself instead of always relying on me..and i can learn to accept who pple is more readily.=)
anyway,juz felt tt i was in my mum's shoe these 2 yrs.i really saw him in my daddy's shadow...he juz give me a feeling tt he gonna be liek my dad in future.thou dad luvs mummy alot,but he's always breaking my mummy's heart but not appreciating her and all tt she has done for e family..im afraid of such relationship..maybe i've seen enuff of such things since young..so im afraid to walk my mum's path...i dun wan to be wif a guy who only know how to say i luv u verbally and not doing anything to appreciate me. so,probably becoz of my childhood terror,i find myself hard to trust guys esp when they've hurt me or lie to me before...so its like a frostbite in me now...juZ need time to overcome this phobia but i guess time will take away everything....
i dunno what n how my future will be but i dun care..i juz wanna be happy as who i am and who's ard me...thanks dearies for being here for me always...i luv u guys...!!
hope u guys have a better pic of wat im going thru now...dun worry k?im really very contented and happy bout my life now..its fulfilling yup...
but if u guys wanna know more bout me watch "the break up" ahahahaha=)
know i owe you guys an explanation...juz dunno how to put it in words,but after watching that mooive, felt tt i was in e lead actress's shoes=)
maybe u guys wanna go watch as well?its not bad for me coz i can totally relate to her...but there's a lot of talking and quarrelling session...so u may not like it..ahah
well...probably y i let go is coz im tired of trying...tired of holding to this relationship so dearly while e other party is juz taking everything ard for granted...u know i hate it when ppl dun appreciate me or wat i've done...
im juz so tired of trying in improving the relationship anymore...u guys r right,i cant change him...coz its his life...but i cant stand or accept it.know tt if u love him,u shd accept who he is,but to me..i wun wan to live wif someone whom i luv yet i cant accept his ways coz we'll be quarrelling all day!which we have been...always quarreling n getting pissed off wif every lil thing...
juz to let u gurls know tt im happy now...dun worry bout me yup?n no matchmaking pls!!!and also,i doubt i'll go back to him again coz im quite sure he isnt e one tt's gonna give me xing fu...sounds selfish and i did this decision alone..felt bad towards him but i hope he understadn tt its for e better of both of us.he can learn to be more independent and ake more decisions for himself instead of always relying on me..and i can learn to accept who pple is more readily.=)
anyway,juz felt tt i was in my mum's shoe these 2 yrs.i really saw him in my daddy's shadow...he juz give me a feeling tt he gonna be liek my dad in future.thou dad luvs mummy alot,but he's always breaking my mummy's heart but not appreciating her and all tt she has done for e family..im afraid of such relationship..maybe i've seen enuff of such things since young..so im afraid to walk my mum's path...i dun wan to be wif a guy who only know how to say i luv u verbally and not doing anything to appreciate me. so,probably becoz of my childhood terror,i find myself hard to trust guys esp when they've hurt me or lie to me before...so its like a frostbite in me now...juZ need time to overcome this phobia but i guess time will take away everything....
i dunno what n how my future will be but i dun care..i juz wanna be happy as who i am and who's ard me...thanks dearies for being here for me always...i luv u guys...!!
hope u guys have a better pic of wat im going thru now...dun worry k?im really very contented and happy bout my life now..its fulfilling yup...
but if u guys wanna know more bout me watch "the break up" ahahahaha=)
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